poetry by Carey Parder

  1. The Wound

  2. Excuse me but...

  3. White Bone

  4. Fall

  5. The Lake


 

The Wound

I went to the mountains today,
I wept amidst the trees for no reason,
I needed to be there.

My eyes were hungry for the sunlight as it shimmered gold through pine needles.
I stood watching in Forever.
The tallest of them laughed as they danced in the Chinook breezes,
And so did I.

And the same One who whisked the hair across my brow
Whispered in both ears,
Messages only the body could understand.

Someone walked me through trails of damp leaves,
The scent of earth, and of becoming earth, rich in the air.

A man by the river threw stones at a sleepy log in the water, and I loved him.
The setting sun bode me home.

Driving home, Someone was painting the Eastern sky, for me -
It broke my heart.
I wept again.

The sky darkened and muted colors to deep hues,
Yet the farmer's field, freshly cut, held its luminous glow
As it invited a flock of dark birds to rest.

The outline of tiny farm houses slowly dimmed
As the vault of fathomless sky expanded in all directions,

And for a moment I Felt the Sacrifice - the clean Ecstatic Wound;
Like this beautiful day, my form too shall pass quietly into Eternal Evening.

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Excuse me but..

I'm drunk.
You're beautiful.
Dark sparrow sits on the frosted branch.

In the concussion of Silence
Trees weep.
Night sky offers her breast.

I'm drunk.
You're beautiful.
I am a fool lost in this Garden.

The scent of your Poetry seeps under my door.
In the back room
Heaven and Hell grasp in a frenzy of visceral ecstasy.

I'm drunk.
You're beautiful.
Do you know how luxurious your Heart is?

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White Bone

White bone, smooth and clean, rests quiet under a foot of cold fast water,
Its image wobbles in the currents, a foreshadow.

White flakes drift down from a grey winter sky and disappear into the cold flow.
Branches cased in a crystal glaze of ice barely hang above the water,
Sometimes surrendering to the baptism of the current.
And the evergreen mosses,
Bearded white where they lick the spray of mountain stream
Soften the banks with memories of summer.

White rabbit in a brown forest.
Grey skies in a translucent day.

The deep silence of winter gathers around as I leave the roar of the falls,
Then leave the lapping of the stream
Until all that remains is the sound of textures under foot,
The muffle of matted leaves,
The crunch of rich earth laced with virgin ice.

And I must stop,
Only breath is left,
And It stops.
Onlyness is left.

And Silence swoops down like ten thousand hungry ravens,
To devour what is left of me.

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Fall

There's a pressure in my Heart,
.And time has disappeared.

..The mountains on the horizon
  Are shouting their silence at me
  With swirls of pink and mauve evening.

...And the potent air bites and caresses,
   As it pleases.

....And withered leaves rattle on the trees,
    Sound and brilliant color,
    Everywhere alive with the death of form.

.....How can I take this in,
     How can I not...

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The Lake

The soft incandescent light

Drops quietly
                     from a single wooden street lamp,

Drops quietly
                     onto a road of rutted brown earth

Tufted
          with dark hardy grass and thistle.

Old
      poplars
                   dwarf the single shaft of the lamp,

Old
       trees
                breathing delicate ethers lazily
                                                                 into the night air;

A few leaves turn slowly,
                                        others just hang

In the quiet expanse
                                  of Being;

Leaves moving
                        and unmoving.

No sound,
                 save the sudden

But
      perfect perforation

Of
    stillness

By faint echoes of a dog barking,
                                                    non-obtrusive,
                                                                           only heightens,

Barking,
             somewhere,
                                 in the far-off
                                                     distance;

Near the water.

 

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© 2005 Carey Parder